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Sunday, February 7, 2016

Happy First Anniversary Chloe!



Families are Forever! It was a year ago today that we dressed our Chloe in white and had her sealed to us in a beautiful, emotional, forever-memorable temple ceremony! Everyone there will remember Chloe's laser focus on the sealer as he said the words that made her a part of our eternal family. I am so grateful for the blessings of the temple, the miracle of adoption, and that God and Chloe's birthmother entrusted us with this remarkable little angel.

Thursday, February 4, 2016

Provo City Center Temple Open House


My mom shared the idea to visit the Provo City Center Temple Open House and initially I wasn't very enthusiastic.  It seemed like it would be a long drive, we've visited a few open houses recently, and I was already driving to Midway earlier in the week so two trips out that far did not seem fun.

Still, I knew mom would appreciate the visit, I knew it would be a beautiful temple and I ultimately decided it would be quality time with two of the ladies I love most -- my mom and Chloe. 
And...just to sweeten the pot, I decided that I would add more justification to the trip by stopping by IKEA on the way home.  Haha!  

I am glad we went.  Chloe looked adorable in her petticoat and plastic footies!  It was so fun watching her shuffle around with that iconic smile.  Something in Chloe's eyes told me she really appreciated the experience and the spirit that was there.  The temple was remarkably beautiful. Definitely a favorite, so much so that I'm contemplating sealing our next child to us in this temple.


The artwork in the creation room sent my heart a-flutter.  LOVE LOVE LOVE those colors together and I appreciate the talent of those who put their entire hearts into this project.  I read an article about them.  Their philosophy was always, "Is it good enough for who it is for?"  If that doesn't suggest the quality of their work and the degree of effort they must have put in, I don't know what more to say of it.

After the walkthrough we visited Los Hermanos, a family favorite from previous vacations in the area.  Chloe didn't love it as much, but she has reached that magical age where being restrained to a high chair or booster is akin to being locked in the cellar.


I was able to make my trip to IKEA and take mom to BB&B, which she loves.  It was a wonderful day.

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Midway's Ice Castles


My sister has been eager to visit Midway's Ice Castles for a few years now and was especially determined to place her plans into action this year.  I, coincidentally, had toyed with the idea last year but the weather was too warm to warrant anything spectacular and they were only open for 3 days.  Tami and Richard have been wanting to see the their grandchildren enjoy the ice castles for a couple years now and my dad liked the idea when he heard about our plans this year.  Shale is dating Alysse, who was interested, and Josh was too.  So, in short, the group just kept growing!  The downside was that Ryan got called into some work for his calling and wasn't feeling his best so he opted not to come.  We had two extra tickets and managed to sell them off to two of the strangers that ended up in the shot above, along with their 3 family members.  And Elsa & Anna, well, they live in and love ice castles so that makes sense!  I wish Chloe was a little older so she could appreciate the opportunity she had to meet 2 Disney Princesses!  

We arrived after weathering a nasty snowstorm through Parleys canyon.  The happy news was that there wasn't an ounce of wind or snow at our final destination!  It was cold, don't get me wrong, but super tolerable with the layers we brought for ourselves and Chloe.  She looked like an adorable eskimo and got lots of ohs and awes from strangers!  

We got some fun pictures, enjoyed the stalagtites and tunnels and especially enjoyed the ice slide!  It was super fast!  Chloe got really tired of feeling confined by the end of the night but was happy to cuddle in the car, where she could shed some layers and wrap herself in one of her favorite blankets.  

I loved the carride and castles, and the time with loved ones!




Monday, February 1, 2016

How to Keep a Toddler Happy at her Dr's Appointment...

Chloe is a smart cookie and as such, remembers the faces of those that poke her with needles, so the minute we walk into the door of the pediatric clinic she starts crying.  The poor dear, I remember doing the same thing all through my growing up years.  What I didn't know is how a child's emotional pain afflicts parents just as much, if not more!  My poor mother, haha!  
I was determined to distract her and was prompted with an excellent idea!  I pulled out my phone, flipped to the selfie camera, and started making faces.  It wasn't long before Chloe's tears turned into quaint smiles, chuckles and then roaring laughter!  I love being a mom, and knowing I have the power to shape my daughters mind and attitude.  I am grateful to be able to soothe her as only a mother can.  We had the best time and captured some precious pictures that I will treasure forever.  
Parenting is a huge, all-encompassing responsibility and keeping Chloe healthy, well-fed, and growing is an enormous part of that.   We believe in immunizations and the benefits of health care.  We love Chloe's kind-natured doctor and the clinic we belong to.  They have 24hr care for those gut-wrenching emergencies and are so wise to trust a mother's intuition and to work WITH us to make sure that Chloe stays healthy and happy.  
She is growing well and sure gets her fill during meal times!  We love our little gobble-monster!  There's hardly a meal out there that she doesn't love!  It's sometimes sad to see that she is growing up so quickly but we are grateful beyond all means that she's growing in a healthy way if she has to at all!  

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Merry Christmas

We are so excited for this holiday season!  Chloe is finally old enough to open her gifts and show enthusiasm with what she gets!  Spoil alert Chloe...she is getting a Little People Nativity Set, princess tent and Frozen camping chair!  I know for a fact she will love all of it!

The other GREAT thing about this holiday season is that the Allens (Ryan's sister and brother-in-law) have moved back to Utah with their 2 girls, MaKenzie and Alisha.  I am thrilled for Chloe to have an opportunity to get to know her cousins better!  Spending this Christmas together as a family will be a real treat!

I am so grateful for the Saviors life, for his service and example to mankind and for his death, which promises us a life ever after...one that promises happiness, forgiveness of sin, and eternal strands that link us to those we love.  I hope you all enjoy your holidays and this Christmas card!


Thursday, December 3, 2015

Church Meetings are Awesome

I hope my friend, Chris Taylor, doesn't mind that I single him out in my blog but last Sunday I was very touched by a lesson he gave in our Sunday School meeting at church.  Asked on the sudden to share a message with the group, he bravely stood and shared a gospel study that had recently left an impression on him.  He blew me away with the Spirit in that lesson and I felt the desire to reinvigorate my scripture study so that I always have a beautiful, powerful testimony building experience to pull from the rafters of my mind in a crunch!

His message came from 2 Kings 18-19 and I'll do my best no to butcher it.

In this chapter Hezekiah is king of Judah and he is a righteous and god-fearing man.  Verse 6 of chapter 18 says something I find beautiful, that "he clave to the Lord, and departed not from following him, but kept his commandments, which the Lord commanded Moses."

Above Judah was Samaria (of Isreal) and Assyria.  Shalmaneser was king of Assyria at the time.


Assyria invaded Isreal (who at the time were not doing well to obey the word of the Lord as was taught to them by Moses)  and assimilated Isreal unto its own, stomping out the religion and culture of the people by spreading them throughout their lands and forcing them to worship as the Assyrians.

The Assyrians then came to the borders of Judah and being fearful, Hezekiah sent to Shalmaneser a plea for mercy, offering the king any price to spare his people.  The king appointed a debt of 300 talents of silver and 30 talents of gold.  In order to pay this debt, Hezekiah had to ransack the temple, cutting away from its doors and inner contents.  Doing this act shows that Hezekiah was so worried for the safety of his people that he was willing to do pretty much anything, even at the cost of destroying his God's temple, to appease the King of Assyria.  It is apparent that he was experiencing a crisis of faith. I think we are often subject to this same way of thinking.  A trial or conflict comes, and we immediately resort to all we know we can do to solve the problem ourselves, without relying on God to help us.  It isn't an odd concept, it humanizes Hezekiah, and helps me to understand the magnitude of his fear. 

Soon after they receive this gold and silver, a representative of Assyria approaches the walls of Jerusalem and calls out to the Jews, saying "Hear the word of the great king, the king of Assyria:  Let not Hezekiah deceive you: for he shall not be able to deliver you out of his hand.  Neither let Hezekiah make you trust in the Lord, saying the Lord will surely deliver us, and this city shall not be delivered into the hand of the king of Assyria."

He then asked of the Jews whether the Gods of Isreal had spared them from the Assyrian armies.  Where were the Gods of Gozan, and Haran, and Rezeph, and the children of Eden?  Where were the kings of Hamath, Arpad Sephavaim, Hena and Ivah?  All these had been destroyed by the Assyrians.  Then the people are invited to join the Assyrians, as slaves more or less.

Hezekiah hears of all that is being said, and is, again, fearful.  But this time, instead of offering money and trying to resolve this predicament on his own, he makes a more faith-based decision and sends his servants to the prophet Isaiah.

Chris then paused and helped us to imagine the headspace of Hezekiah at this moment.  He is a good man, even a righteous man, who has been placed in an impossible situation.  He must have felt a tremendous amount of guilt during the time he was disassembling his God's temple, but he was feeling desperate and afraid.  He ultimately realizes there is nothing he can do to stop this threat except to rely on his God, and probably is thinking he should have done this in the first place...he had a repentant spirit, in other words.  He must have approached his God in a very humbled way after all he had done. 

Isaiah responds to Hezekiah's servants, sending back a message that "Thus saith the Lord, Be not afraid of the words which thou hast heard, with which the servants of the king of Assyria have blasphemed me.  Behold, I will send a blast upon him, and he shall hear a rumour, and shall return to his own land; and I will cause him to fall by the sword in his own land."  When Hezekiah hears Isaiah's words, he prays in the temple.  He finally puts his faith forward.

The impressions that then come upon his heart had a profound effect on me.

The Gods of those people who were defeated by the Assyrians were nothing but the working of man's hands, and not the true God of this earth.  They could not rely in whom they had trusted because those Gods were not real.  I thought of the things to come in our time, of all that is manifesting already in the world today, and thought of our great need to have faith in the true and everlasting God.

The Lord tells that He will defend and protect Jerusalem, and that is shall be saved.
And that night, while all are asleep, the Lord sends an ANGEL (an UNSEEN POWER) to the camp of Assyrians and smote an hundred fourscore and five thousand.  When the Jews of Jerusalem awoke the next morning, they saw that this threatening legion was nothing but a collection of corpses.

Concluding the story, all the prophesy of Isaiah was fulfilled.  The king learned of the demise of his armies, returned to Nineveh, and was later killed by his own sons.

How could anyone have anticipated this type of help?  If they were thinking practically and logistically, their odds of survival were slim to none.  How could they defeat such a massive army with their small number?  Where was their help to come from?  Still, the Lord provided help where help was needed.  And I need to trust that regardless of the circumstances that come upon me in life, no matter my mistakes and missteps, or how bleak the outcomes of my problems may seem, that the Lord is limitless...and that he CAN send SEEN AND UNSEEN FORCES to protect and shield me from all that threatens me and my family if I am repentant, faithful, and TRUST IN HIM MORE THAN MYSELF.  I need to have faith and work now to be deserving of that kind of protection.   I am grateful that this Gospel reminds me where I can put my trust and that the Spirit whispers to my heart the truth of the things I learn.

I'm grateful that the intended teacher of that week didn't show and that Chris was able to share the ponderings of his heart with us.  I was touched and the spirit was strong amongst all in the room.  This was truly one of the most edifying church meetings I've experienced over the past few months.  I am so grateful I was there to hear it and that Chloe cooperated so that I could.   





Monday, November 30, 2015

How was I so productive?

Super Productive Day, but how?

When i look at the list of all i accomplished today i have to wonder how it was all possible? Chloe has been sick and while she's been very well behaved and patient today, I'm still surprised i was able to do as much as I did but im also grateful.
I finished cutting and painting/stencil & sponge painting 3 grinch frames for the ward party
I put away all the christmas, halloween and thanksgiving totes/contents that were out of place.
I finished making decorations for the tree and put them in place
I decorated my windows and outside.
I kept Chloe happy, hydrated and fed. We had eggs and ham for breakfast and spaghetti with homemade meatballs for dinner.
I wrapped the remainder of the christmas presents
I wrote and delivered my visiting teaching messages for November
I created and ordered our Christmas cards for this year
I renewed my library book
I danced with Chloe to christmas music
I dropped in to say a quick hello to richard, since the family just got back from California
I called to confirm my worktime tomorrow
I tidied the office and office bathroom
I did a load of laundry
I took a bath
Yay for super productive days! And thanks to Heavenly Father for giving me the energy necessary to accomplish that much!